Herostories
Translated from Icelandic by K.B. Thors
the window shaggy with hoarfrost
the window ledge as well
frozen solid the glass the woman was to drink from
the quilt near froze fast to the wall
not a teaspoon to feed the baby
nothing but frozen oatmeal
where was water to be heated?
where to dry clothes for the baby and woman?
She was born for this
to help and console
help and soothe the sores of others
lighten pain and suffering
she went proffering herself to comfort and strengthen
ready and willing to nurse and care for
all those
who sighed under
the heavy cross of illness
she was not not a seer when it came to the secret ways of the soul
rarely surprised by major tidings
sensed many things
saw through walls and woods and hills
saw further
many things went as she expected
though things looked bad
despite many kinds of difficulty
and much toil
conditions all imperfect
hygiene less than ideal
though things did not look promising
though the worst was expected
though there were close calls
no woman died
nothing ever went wrong
women never died
not one woman
not a single woman in labor
no woman perished
no woman passed away in her hands
no woman died
and doctors never sought
(doctors were few anyway)
never did she have a mishap
women never died
except for one woman in childbed
only one woman
one unbaptized child
only three newborn babies
two or three stillborn
only one time
was the ending sad
somewhere in her possession she had a tiny box
full of small paper slips
and verses or poem scrap scrawled in pencil on each one
these lines sought to flow forth
like the spring under rock
or straw through soil
later
when time allowed
she arranged some of these together in a poem
- Composed from memoirs and biographies of Icelandic midwives working through the 19th and 20th centuries, Herostories forgoes sagas of conquest to center the adventures of ljósmæður, “mothers of light.”
From gender-based battles for education to narratives of selfless womanly caretaking, Herostories’ found poems explore tensions between feminine self-actualization and romanticized service, documenting the island’s first women to work outside the home — precursors to today’s midwives who remain central to Icelandic healthcare.